there is no way i can write about all that i have seen and been through, i guess the easy way to explain is i was born in 1969, the first year i was arrested was in 1979, for runaway(i did not enjoy my "dad" punching me in the face) i was arrested so many times for runaway that they eventualy put me in YDC (juvanile detention) i was commited there at 13 years of age, and stayed there till 17 with many escapes and just not getting along, at 17 i robbed someone at knife point i took his 15 dollars he had in his pocket, was arrested again this time because of my extencive history they sent me to prison at 18, i did my 5 years and got out now if you can imagine how i was when i got out 10 years locked up, so full of hate and anger one thing my dad passed on to me was his anger except i was so much worse then him, then i met stacey she became my girlfriend, had our oldest daughter,(cutting Katrinnas embilacul cord was very eye opening to me) i was not real nice to her, at this time i had no clue what love was but by her staying with me even though i was not very loving to her, well i was but more like my dads form of love(allthough i never punched her ) i was not very nice, but yet she stayed we had many more kids, and about 8 years ago i opened my heart to GOD asked his son to be my saviour, now after 15 years we get along very well and mostly are very Happy,except for money issues,
why im i writing this stuff?
i feel that i am facing my last days in this world and its just not right
i love my kids and wife so much i will die for them,
i used to want to die so bad, now all i can think of is seeing my kids grow up and being there for them as a parent should be, my wife and kids changed me but they would not have been if not for GOD so i say to you all no matter what happens in life, we cannot blame GOD he gave us free will he does not want this type of life for his chrildren.
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